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i'm not in love. this is not your song. [Mar. 29th, 2009|03:37 am]
[mood | annoyed]
[music |the academy is]

// this whole situation is terribly frustrating.
// slow delivery sucks
// i have a fedora that fits my huge head :]
// i had some ideas. then i lost 'em.
// short list.
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since i'm pretty sure it's only my boys who read this [Mar. 22nd, 2009|12:06 am]
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[mood | silly]

<a href=http://www.nicholasscimeca.com/post/88628513/this-is-so-amazingly-hilarious-nintendo>this is for you!</a>
trust me.
i know you'll appreciate it :]
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throw some Ds on that [Feb. 11th, 2009|01:05 am]
[mood | cold]
[music |portishead//portishead's station on pandora]

i've neglected you.

-i'm about to punk manders. she might attack me when i go to bed after this, but it's too funny/bizarre!
-today was so nice!! i walked everywhere. with no jacket. amazing!
-i forgot to buy febreeze for the house.
-my moccasins are falling apart :[ i've had them for like 8 years and they have to give up now?
-i fell asleep learning about space blobs and woke up to a man with a crazy accent talking about baseball and fireworks. thank you history channel.
-i want spring now now now.
-i wanna go see your best friend this weekend but i think i'm just gonna go home.
-yesterday i went for a drive and sang along to the postal service. it made the evening a little better.
-i've been sick for about 3 weeks straight. awesome.
-i think i need to listen to portishead more.
-i have a lot of thoughts in my head today.
-every boy should take notes on this picture. jim sturgess might actually be perfect....and i might actually be 12.
-ok i'm done for now.
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always up or down, never down and out... [Dec. 7th, 2007|04:27 pm]
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[Current Location |green river cafe]
[mood | stressed]
[music |whatever is on the radio at green river]

&& i have a TON of writing to do [9 1/2 pages to be exact}
&& im at green river and since i got here i got a free muffin and a free bowl of veggie chili..amazing :)
&& film class was fun until i started this project
&& i forgot my headphones so i can't listen to music while i work :(
&& less than a week til christmas break!
&& i think i'm going to apply to american apparel...we'll see how that goes
&& i miss watching the pistons at school so tonight i'm getting work done so i can watch them own chicago
&& this week i took a bunch of food from the caf. it was ridiculous lol i have a bunch of tea and dinner last night was leftovers from lunch. suck on that tuition!
&& i hate winter
&& i love giant "friends" mugs
&& this a verrrrry busy week end so i leave you with this --->

&& you're gonna pee your pants...this is the funniest thing i've seen in a long time.
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im a little bit in love with the rocket summer... [Dec. 2nd, 2007|07:38 pm]
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[music |taken aback//the rocket summer]

its been two whole years since you and i shared fears
two-thirty AM talking till sleep inside that diner
and now in your eyes i can't find you

sorry that i'm taken aback but how i am you never ask
and i don't need such sympathy but a care would be so nice to have
once in awhile you mean more to me than i could ever tell
so sorry that i'm taken aback but i just can't help it

small town we just ride
holding on to what we had inside
but now its never there so should i admit
do i believe i too am the culprit because in your eyes i can't find you

sorry that i'm taken aback but how i am you never ask
and i don't need such sympathy but a care would be so nice to have
once in awhile you mean more to me than i could ever tell
so sorry that i'm taken aback but i just can't help it

someday this will go away
and everything i am will just leave and fade
and i hope then you will understand
its not everything i am my dear only friend

so sorry that i'm taken aback but how i am you never ask
and i don't need such sympathy but a care would be so nice to have
once in awhile you mean more to me than i could ever tell
so sorry that i'm taken aback but i just can't help it

bryce avary

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you like the way i'm talking, and i like the way you're walking... [Nov. 12th, 2007|04:21 am]
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[mood | uncomfortable]
[music |breathe carolina - diamonds]

- miss me?
- posting this shows how seriously hardcore i am procrastinating.
- first things first:
- school is school
- weather is gross
- thanksgiving is soon
- i've got a concert double header next tuesday/wednesday
[FOB,cute is what we aim for, plain white t's and gym class heroes!!!]
 

then [metro station, motion city soundtrack, mae and anberlin!!]
 

- i went to career expo last week and learned [among other things] that i need a suit. so lame.
- ¡ viva la cobra!
- i ♥ sisky
Adam T. Siska
- i had a normal sleep pattern going...now it's out the window.
- busy busy busy week or two ahead.
- i really want to go see the academy is... on wednesday, but i don't have a car :/
- i'd really like to see DeVotchKa too, but they're in spain.
- i'm a starving college student
- blahhhhh
- i'm gonna call it quits.
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so where are you shipping your foot? [Oct. 8th, 2007|09:14 pm]
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[mood | sleepy]
[music |one & only - timbaland ft. fall out boy]

i don't feel like making a list right now...but this is worth sharing.

http://www.nbc.com/Deal_or_No_Deal/video/#mea=164150

i don't really like deal or no deal that much, but for this skit, the models have earned a few points in my book. :]
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unkept and over caffeinated i walk the 40 steps to the moon... [Aug. 10th, 2007|02:53 am]
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[mood | blah]
[music |the academy is...]

blargh.

a list will come soon enough.


cheapchampagneandacomplicatedlifestyle
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i'm not sayin that i'm not breakin some hearts tonight... [Jun. 20th, 2007|01:00 pm]
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[mood | indescribable]
[music |the academy is...]

- i lurv las vegas.
- on two occasions criss angel was within arms reach of me. on both occasions i forgot how to speak and walk.
- i saw carrot top!
- i know what you're thinking carrot top:

BUT i saw carrot top:

- he's a bodybuilder now.i think his biceps were like the size of my head. He's also really funny!
- Charlie Viracola opened. i didn't know he was still touring, but i like him!
- i'm going to be working a lot in the near future.
- i'm only a little bit sunburned!
- for some reason it still doesn't feel like summer.
- once i get paid i want to go to more concerts/comedy shows
- i also need to buy a passport.
- i think i might move to the desert someday.
- blah blah blah
- i like ethan embry.
- i want to watch more scrubs.
- yay FOB with Timbaland!
- my band of the week is the academy is...
- i think that about sums it up for now
- kthxbye.
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Love me or leave me or rip me apart this is the voice that i was given... [Jun. 14th, 2007|12:04 am]
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[mood | weird]
[music |the academy is...]

http://www.glittermakercodes.com/ - Glitter Graphics
Glitter Graphics
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i gotta sing, i'm on my way down... [Apr. 22nd, 2007|03:00 am]
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[mood | blah]
[music |talk.:*:.coldplay]

: this has been a long weekend
: got to see the home friends on friday...crazy times were had,of course.
: i've forgotten how to sleep at night
: i am SO broke
: i love sunny days!
: i'm tired of school, but i'm gonna miss school...mhmm think about that one.
: i think i might've done something dumb.
: i have a lot of stuff to do.
: coldplay is good nighttime music
: lying in the grass with friends looking at the stars should be a more frequent occurrence
: i'm.a.nerd.
: i want ice cream. mmmm!
: finals are a week away. gross.
: i went on a cleaning rampage the other day...and i feel like doing it again.
: i want to watch dogma and pulp fiction
: blahhhhhh
: does anybody else miss clone high?
: busybusybusy
: i got a note this week!
: i need sleep. now.
: cccciiiiaaaoooo
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i still just really really love this song... [Mar. 27th, 2007|10:50 pm]
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[mood | contemplative]
[music |my chemical romance]

"cemetery drive"

This night, walk the dead
In a solitary style
And crash the cemetery gates.
In the dress your husband hates

Way down, mark the grave
Where the search lights find us
Drinking by the mausoleum door
And they found you on the bathroom floor

I miss you, I miss you so far
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

Back home, off the run
Singing songs that make you slit your wrists
It isn't that much fun, staring down a loaded gun
So I won't stop dying, won't stop lying
If you want I'll keep on crying
Did you get what you deserve?
Is this what you always want me for?

I miss you, I miss you so far
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard


Way down, way down
Way down, way down
Way down, way down
Way down, way down

I miss you, I miss you so far
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

When will I miss you, when will I miss you so far
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard
Made it so hard

Way down, way down
Way down, way down
Way down, way down
Way down, way down
Way down...


<mcr3
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crash the cemetary gates in the dress your husband hates... [Mar. 26th, 2007|03:07 am]
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[mood | sick]
[music |alpha beta gag - air]

: i have officially been sick for three weeks.
: i have pretty much no money
: two exams this week. studying done-- 1 hour.
: my room is ridiculously hot
: i've got a whole lot of work to do
: i watched a bunch of movies this weekend :)
: i want to add some pretentious french jazz new age music to my collection
: i want a chocolate malt
: my lungs hate me.
: i want to see imogen heap live.
: these next few weeks are going to be very hectic
: i think i may be in a funk...but it's TBD.
: shine up my old brown shoes, put on a brand new shirt, get home early from work if you say that you love me!
: rain is lovely
: black donnellys tomorrow!
: i can't laugh without coughing. i cough a lot.
: i'm starting to like oreo's...i always thought they were gross.
: i that's enough for now.
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and we learn as we age, wait for nothin' and my body still aches... [Mar. 11th, 2007|09:04 pm]
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[music |transatalanticism--death cab]

- i feel so grossss
- i have to do some serious work this week.
- spring break was very mellow. i got to see some people and sleep alot,soooo success.
- sarah and ryan came to visit me!
- yes. i now own it.

- i want to put a little bit of purple in my hair like underneath. yes/no?
- my eyes are bloodshot like whoa cuz i've been coughing so hard. :(
- i want to see 300!!!
- music&lyrics was a cute movie.
- i want a new zippy hoodie
- i need to get a job
- < the black donnellys 3
- i need an oil burnerrrrrr for my scented oillllll
- banana chips and dried figs are SO good.
- i should read
- black donnellys time!
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fool that i am for falling in love with you... [Mar. 6th, 2007|12:11 am]
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[mood | icky]
[music |i wanna grow old with you -- adam sandler/robbie hart]

:: i love old music like etta james and doris day. lovely.
:: i've spent the majority of spring break sleeping
:: i have a fever.&the chills.& i get dizzy and shaky when i stand up.i don't wanna start to smell like hospital
:: happy birthday mike! (early, but i probably won't post on your real bday.)
:: i like my car.
:: i need to hang out with people when i feel better.
:: i kind of miss my dorm.
:: i'm almost a sophomore.toofast!
:: justin timberlake's album is sort of outside my usual music spectrum,but dang, the boy did a good job!
:: i've watched a LOT of movies in the past three days
:: my short term goals: study more,learn at least one song on piano,and read the Ramayana or the Bhagavad Gita.
:: i need to set up a job and a vacation for the summer.
:: my tv is at school.grr.
:: i wish people could take a hint.
:: no new office for awhile :(
:: i'm really tired but i can't sleep.
:: i'm sort of getting old.
:: i'm getting a haircut this week.i think i'm going to keep it long for now.
:: i can't think coherently anymore. good night.
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breaking hearts has never looked so cool [Feb. 26th, 2007|06:09 pm]
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[mood | apathetic]
[music |everything is alright//motion city soundtrack]

/ i simply cannot focus on work.
/ i have a TON of studying to do
/ my hair is FREAKING long
/ i feel kind of sick and i hope it goes away before spring break
/ the dorms are sooo dry
/ i think i'm going to visit florida this summer
/ Bloc Party is pretty much awesome.
/ i watched say anything last night, and every time i see it my boy standards are raised
/ i hope the weather gets nice again soon
/ for whatever reason i find this verrrrry entertaining:


/ so many things have changed
/ i love listening to people play guitar/piano
/ show this weekend!
/ i want to go dancing!
/ i have a rekindled love for the Violent Femmes
/ i need to do something productive
/ i don't like to lose
/ i like when snowflakes look like a pillow fight gone awry
/ i am such a procrastinator
/ S.O.B.
/ i hope next week is fun and relaxing
/ i am going backpacking in europe before i graduate college
/ i am getting impatient
/ honda civic tour in may!!!
/ i actually need to get work done so ciao quindicis!
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short and (maybe) sweet [Feb. 19th, 2007|12:51 am]
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[mood | relieved]
[music |do you realize??- the flaming lips]

= i have been in a very bad mood this week
= i now feel a whole lot better
= sometimes i just wish i could read people's minds
= i wish i had a lot of money for trips/adventures etc.
= v for vendetta is a gooood movie
= a person needs about five hugs a day to lead a healthy life
= i spent a ridiculous amount of time sleeping today
= i didn't get the room i wanted for next year, but i think i'll be ok with the one i got
= i think i need a cigar date with one of the guys..it's been awhile.
= i bought a bunch of nail polish today. wtf? i probably should've bought a book.
= i love tea
= i am looking forward to spring break.
= chris, thanks for talking to me...for two hours...it was ridiculous and fun!I APPROVE!
= i'm tired, despite sleeping in until 1.15 then taking an hour long nap at 5.15
= comments, comments, comments?
= i did a whole bunch of stuff this weekend...but i'm to lazy to recap.
= so ,ummmmm, sayonara.
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he tastes like you, only sweeter... [Feb. 12th, 2007|09:34 pm]
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[mood | weird]
[music |thnks fr th mmrs-fob]

-i love love love fallout boy's new album. I don't care what you think about them, because i'm impressed with it.
-so my roomate and i are sweet.and stay up too late for our own good.
-i <3 making memories.
-i bought some valentines...but i really don't like valentine's day all that much.
-i'm kind of over winter.
-3 weeks until spring break!
-i want to go to a show.
-i love music!
-i tried the pyramid tea that i've wanted for like months and it was just ok.
-andy sambergggggg is funny.
-school is pretty boring this week.
-room signup for next year is this week. eep.
-i wish i knew how to play piano or guitar.
-y'know what i hate, when people make really stupid choices.
-i'm so tired.
-i thought i had more to say, but that's all for now.
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cruel to be kind in the right measure! [Feb. 4th, 2007|05:00 pm]
[mood | happy]
[music |rebellion(lies) - the arcade fire]

-i <3 dance parties
-i like to meet new people
-i think i need a haircut
-this weekend has been full of good conversation
-i'm already making plans for summer, geez.
-i have a paper to write this week and i really don't want to do it.
-the arcade fire is sweet
-my room is cooooold
-i've decided dorm showers make my hair smell funny
-umm some people are annoying
-i miss my car alot...you can't just walk around singing and dancing.
-spring break is coming up faster than i thought
-my dad sent me a bear! it has purple boots like mine :)
-it is so horribly frigid out.
-i haven't watched conan o'brien in quite awhile
-i can't find my postal service album
-i want a new zippy/hoodie
-i don't like being broke
-drew barrymore...she's cool.
-ummmmm i think i'm done for now.
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i need some starbucks... [Jan. 21st, 2007|05:28 pm]
[mood | cranky]
[music |teddy geiger]

-i fee like i've been doing stuff nonstop,but at the same time not doing too much. it's a weird feeling.
-i'm so out of list-making habit.also weird.
-sara made me a realllllly cool scrapbook.thank you!(also thank you boys for your funny comments...and faces :P)
-i like my dorm.
-i like my roomate.
-i like my school.
-i want to go too sleep, but if i do i won't sleep at all tonight. hmm.
-i would like to go to a show.
-i'm going to make a card for my neighbor's 5th birthday...it will be fun.
-my stomach has been killing me since thursday.wtf?
-i don't have any money :(
-some people seriously annoy me.
-i feel like my brain is totally fried.
-i need crayons.
-pretty lipgloss should not cost more than $5
-i love the office.
-does anyone remember the show "big wolf on campus"? i miss that show and all of it's tackiness.
-teddy geiger and HeyChris need to come to MI in the near future.probably not together, but then again that could be interesting.
-my n key is broken!!
-i'm done for now.
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